Realization

There are certain things I will never understand but for the most part I am content with life and how my wonderful my Savior is. I want to spend more time with getting, getting to know him better and living out is His word in my life. This sounds so easy but contrary it has been such a struggle in my Christian walk. My heart has been focused on so many different things lately rather than bringing him glory in every aspect of my life. For 2012, my resolution is to spend time in the word daily, and in prayer. I want to fall in love with Christ and the acts he's done for me. Rather than asking him for things, I want to thank him for all I have. I've been so swept up in why am I alone? what's wrong with me, when really I'm not mature enough in my relationship with Christ to have the type of relationship I need. Lord, I just pray for peace tomorrow, that you could calm me and help me to keep my mind set on you and things that are glorifying to you. I pray that I could cling to you and grow into the believer you wish me to be. I pray for your blessing on my decisions, and that you would just led me closer to you. I stray. I fail. I strive. I yearn.